A frantic phone call.
A rushed shower.
Speeding down the highway wishing that the car would go just a little faster.
A colleague, parishioner, church member, friend stretched out on the floor with the breath of life gone.
Tears.
Hugs.
Phone calls.
Prayers.
Plans.
Remembering that God is with us.
A quick trip back to the church.
Questions with few answers.
Conversation.
More tears and hugs.
More prayer..
Worship.
Proclaiming that God is with us.
Getting ready for tomorrow.
Lunch with the new intern.
More phone calls.
More plans.
More people to tell.
A needed late evening walk.
Rest.
Only Wonder Understands 
for being in the moment … present and presence in the midst of your own grief … love you bro.